Is the storm over?

Hi guys! Sorry I have been so out of touch. Life has been kicking my butt! Or  as the ol' folk would say " I have been going through a storm!" I have had some very trying times these last few months. I have had points where I thought maybe I shouldn't be pursuing entertainment. Maybe I should go into something more stable and promising like Law or Medicine. To be honest, those things are just not for me. I don't go into a hospital and think, Oh my, I really want to help heal the sick. I don't go into a courtroom and feel like I could help our justice system. I however watch a commercial, movie, or T.V. show and feel goose bumps from excitement that I could one day do that or be apart of the team that made that possible. That my friends convinces me enough that I am where I am meant to be. This journey has truly thought me a lot about myself and those whom surround me. I have also learned that NYC may not be my permanent residence. Is it possible that I have outgrown the Big Apple with only a few bites? I mean I have done oh so much in such a small amount of time that I feel I have taken all I can out of the city. I did however in all of my wallowing have the privilege of meeting the lovely sweetheart  Bernadette Peters. What a wonderful spirit she has! Days like that give me hope to see that not everyone loses themselves in the process of gaining the world! I have also been getting a lot of support from the Drunken Monkey Bar in Staten Island. The staff have become my family away from my family! Sallyann has been a God Send and Big Ang is a Sweetheart to the core!